Robert Rhyan Jameez,

My love, my sweetheart, my everything,

Baby- I don’t know how to write this down, nor where to even start? I’m crying as I write this because, you’re so far away. College is horrible and mean, and I want you here. I don’t have you to hold my hand nor do I even have you to even tell me you love me. I miss you every single day and I just can’t wait ‘till you get here. It’s unbelievable the love I have for you. I was scared to love someone so much, but with you- it feels just right. I love how you never let me get off the phone because, “I don’t want to wakeup and find out my baby isn’t there.” We just sleep. On the phone. Listening to each other twist and turn and move around. When I wake up for school, you hear my alarm and you magically wake up and say, “Good morning baby- Wake up your little brother.” You want to take me out of this dark place, you’re willing to even take my little brother and sister. I hate how you changed my view on love. I hate how you make me fall harder every day. It’s so hard. These tears are clearly meaning something right now. But, I wanted you to know, I’m dedicating my whole life to you. Some may call it stupid, but baby, I’m inlove. There is no other guy for me. You kinda stole my heart. You’re beautiful, baby, and you make me shine for reasons I don’t know why. These feelings… it’s what i live for. If it wasn’t for you, I’d probably would’ve given up on life, but you came in and saved me- from my mom and her boyfriend knowing you had problems of your own. You hate when guys call me, or even text me and it makes me smile, makes me know you care. We can spend all night long quoting Nemo on the phone, and all we hear… is eachother smiling… and hear our heartbeats getting faster. I love you. 10.11.09; I’ve waited 5 years. Friends for 5 years. Finally something more.