October 27
I’m falling apart, I’m falling apart
Don’t say this won’t last forever
You’re breaking my heart, you’re breaking my heart
Don’t tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
If you’re a guy,
i need advice / help, whatever.
something among those lines :|
Please.
Robert Rhyan Jameez,
My love, my sweetheart, my everything,
Baby- I don’t know how to write this down, nor where to even start? I’m crying as I write this because, you’re so far away. College is horrible and mean, and I want you here. I don’t have you to hold my hand nor do I even have you to even tell me you love me. I miss you every single day and I just can’t wait ‘till you get here. It’s unbelievable the love I have for you. I was scared to love someone so much, but with you- it feels just right. I love how you never let me get off the phone because, “I don’t want to wakeup and find out my baby isn’t there.” We just sleep. On the phone. Listening to each other twist and turn and move around. When I wake up for school, you hear my alarm and you magically wake up and say, “Good morning baby- Wake up your little brother.” You want to take me out of this dark place, you’re willing to even take my little brother and sister. I hate how you changed my view on love. I hate how you make me fall harder every day. It’s so hard. These tears are clearly meaning something right now. But, I wanted you to know, I’m dedicating my whole life to you. Some may call it stupid, but baby, I’m inlove. There is no other guy for me. You kinda stole my heart. You’re beautiful, baby, and you make me shine for reasons I don’t know why. These feelings… it’s what i live for. If it wasn’t for you, I’d probably would’ve given up on life, but you came in and saved me- from my mom and her boyfriend knowing you had problems of your own. You hate when guys call me, or even text me and it makes me smile, makes me know you care. We can spend all night long quoting Nemo on the phone, and all we hear… is eachother smiling… and hear our heartbeats getting faster. I love you. 10.11.09; I’ve waited 5 years. Friends for 5 years. Finally something more.
when i was 12,
i used to think i could hip hop dance.
oh how i emberassed myself.
Things left unsaid,
Boy: Yeah, she is. (But you’re still the most beautiful girl I know)
Girl: I heard she’s funny and amazing. (All the stuff I wasn’t)
Boy: She sure is. (But she’s nothing compared to you)
Girl: I bet you know everything about her by now. (Like how you knew just about everything about me)
Boy: Only the stuff that counts. (I can’t even remember the stuff she tells me when I think of you)
Girl: Well, I hope you guys last. (Because we never did)
Boy: I hope we do too. (Whatever happened to me & you?)
Girl: Well I got to go. (Before I start to cry)
Boy: Yeah me too. (I hope you don’t cry)
Girl: Bye. (I still love you)
Boy: Later. (I never stopped)
October 21
GPOYW - My grandma likes to make me wonton soup because she loves me - edition.
That dimple, omg, so cute!